Dear Big Brother

Mommy and I miss you terribly.   We have cried all night longing for you to be here with us.   We are so sorry that we cannot share with you every moment of your youth.   We hope to be a bigger part of your life one day.   Big brother mommy is truely sorry she let you go.  She is sorry for her intense mood swings that caused you to be away from home.   She wants you to know that this is who she is.  She is not ashamed of it.  It causes her to love more deeply for us and all of her family around her.    If people don't get her she doesn't care because she is strong enough to know they are the ones missing out.   She thinks of you always Liam.   She tries not to cry for you in awkward places.  She tries to stay happy and strong in spite of what she truly feels inside.   Mommy does everything for us and that will never change.   She will love us no matter what happens or where we lay our head at night.  She sings us to sleep even though you are not with her big brother.  She prays for us and our family daily.    We love you for forever!   We love you to the universe and back!!

Hugs and kisses,
Lil sis