Ho My Goodness Here Comes Baby #2

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Meaning  of the name  Ellie - May . Of English  origin  and a compound of the names  Ellie  and  May .  Ellie  being a pet form of Ellen or more commonly Eleanor, which itself is of Hebrew origin  and comes from the Hebrew element 'el'  meaning  'god' and 'or' meaning  light, so the name means 'God is my light' or 'God is my candle . The  name Abrielle  is an Italian baby name . In Italian the  meaning  of the name Abrielle  is: Feminine of Abraham.   It can mean God is my strength. Ella Marie-Double barrel names can be made up of any two names. ...  Ella  is a pet form of feminine names such as Eleanor which is the French variant of the Greek name Helen which  mean  'Bright'. Marie  is a variant of the ever popular Mary which is Hebrew and  means  'Sea Star'. Essie Jane-French  Meaning : The  name Essie  is a French baby  na...

It's a girl according to the latest blood test.  Free of down syndrome also via genetic testing.  Wow mixed emotions!     Pray for me.   I hope all works out for my babies.   That's all I can say. 

I might find out next week if it s a boy or girl.    I also find out if it has any downs.   What do I think I think it's a BOY.    You never know.   It's exciting to me but for sure scary.  

I'm still toying with the idea of keeping the baby or giving it up for adoption.   In some ways I don't see how this is all going to work out.   In other ways I feel so blessed to have the chance with two children.  They all say God never gives you more than you can handle.   Well he sure is challenging me.   I hate being a disappointment to my folks and immediate family, but I know I have to do what is right for me.   I will continue to pray to figure out what is the best for this little bundle.   

Hi There, I hate this sad, but true fact.   I have been seriously considering adoption for my baby boy or girl. You see my life as many can possibly relate, has not gone in the direction I was hoping.  God had his plans for us I know.    Although, he has chosen a strange time for this little one to come along.    "Baby daddy" (of whom I pray for often) is not in the picture per my choice.    He can love so deeply, sincerely, and graciously.  He has at times been there for me, and has been my best friend.   He loves his daughter more than life.  I believe he would love this child the same.    The flip side of that, is horific,  this side my children will not witness. People can change and I pray for a change.  Not a change in him but a change in myself.   I pray.... that God gives me the strength  to do this again.      I pray.... not to rely on people, but rely on my faith.  Peopl...

Ha! To those of you that know me.  Warning: Sarcasm is my only option!! Right after the first kid gets hauled off to grandpa's, my dumb ass feels the need to go out and try again.   What's the saying if you don't succeed the first time try-try again.  Yah, I don't think they were referring to pregnancy when they coined this phrase.    I think they could be referring to the definition of insanity, when it comes to pregnancy.   I don't know what it is about us women, but we are pretty much all the same.  Rich, poor, married, single, we all have those hormones whispering "hey retard, it's time for another one."  Seriously guys, after this one! The only thing I'll know about "tying the knot" will be when it comes to my reproductive organs. So, here I am 12 weeks and showing already.   Here's to getting phat no I mean FAT in 2018.